Sigh

I'm just so fed up with the online communities lately. Really, the only places I enjoy being anymore are Oscraps and Sweet Shoppe. At Oscraps everyone is really friendly, and I love the challenges and shopping at SSD. I still love my friends at NDISB, but so many designers there are leaving or taking breaks (how can I complain...I did the same thing) and it feels like things are just changing there. DST is becoming too much advertising. I don't feel "in" enough to join MSA, and I don't think I even want to. The digital smack blog makes me feel slightly nauseated every time I visit, even though I don't post (anon or otherwise). And just in general I can't figure out why on earth I want to post my private life and moments for anyone to see. What kind of satisfaction am I even getting from that? I have CT responsibilities up through December, and after that I may just decide to step back from the internet even more than I have now. Just the fact that I feel the need to post THIS seems idiotic to me. Oh well, I know Pam will read it and slap me upside my foolish head.